This semester is going HORRIBLE for me so far..so much stress from school. I need to wake up from this nightmare and get things sorted out! Halfway through the semester and I need to seriously get my shit together. My best seems it is not enough. I’ll do whatever it takes to get my grades back up, even if it mean sacrificing facebook, tumblr… I’m dead serious. Perhaps I can go back to it after my finals end if I choose to but for now I’ve got to get back on track. I can’t afford to slack off any further. I honestly just can’t afford to not to good from here on out. I just want to be done with college already. I can’t wish for school for me to be any easier I just wish my best is enough. For me, It’s the worst feeling ever. I’m terrified of failure and disappointment. I’ve got to face and attack all my obstacles head on. No more excuses. No more putting things off until last minute. I’ve got to keep school my first priority. I just hope things will get better for me, I feel worse than someone punching me in the stomach. I pray that my efforts will be worth it in the end, not wasted. I pray that the next time I post/reblog something on tumblr that I look back and see how far I’ve come. I pray for strength and that I’ve overcome all the obstacles I am facing and will face.
Until next time my tumblr friends, until next time..
wish me luck!
"The fact that you’re struggling doesn’t make you a burden. It doesn’t make you unloveable or undesirable or undeserving of care. It doesn’t make you too much or too sensitive or too needy. It makes you human. Everyone struggles. Everyone has a difficult time coping, and at times, we all fall apart. During these times, we aren’t always easy to be around — and that’s okay. No one is easy to be around one hundred percent of the time. Yes, you may sometimes be unpleasant or difficult. And yes, you may sometimes do or say things that make the people around you feel helpless or sad. But those things aren’t all of who you are and they certainly don’t discount your worth as a human being. The truth is that you can be struggling and still be loved. You can be difficult and still be cared for. You can be less than perfect, and still be deserving of compassion and kindness."
— Daniell Koepke (via atlantic-sky)
(Source: internal-acceptance-movement, via onherway)
darknessalwayslosestolight:
I love those people you can joke around with and have so much fun with and then have a deep conversation with and it’s not weird at all
(via yourexhero)
It seems like everyday is a constant battle fighting with our own conscious. Over thinking kills. Drives people mad. We can be our own worst enemy at times, like its been said. No more excuses, No more distractions, No more procrastination. Focus, focus, focus. Breathe. Do things step by step but remember to keep your pace. Practice time management and make it a routine. Life does not wait for anyone. You’ve got to do this for yourself and no one else. Aim higher. Work harder. Try not to beat yourself up. Just promise yourself you won’t give up on yourself. Stay strong. Remember your passion. Remember to breathe.
