I don’t want to wait around to lose someone, a thing, a place, a thought, or an idea to realize that I need to change my life around - to truly live and do something worthwhile. I want to enjoy everyone that is with me now before they’re gone and I can only fast on their memories to give me new eyes and thoughts. I don’t want to move away to realize what a great place I lived in. I don’t want to forget the idea that I can be truly be more if I am willing to persevere. I don’t want to forget how to love myself and suddenly find me in some place, blanked out, waiting for someone across the room to tell me that their existence would be futile without me in it. I want to jerked from my existence into life without losing someone, a thing, a place, an idea, and especially myself.